This time around I’m numb
to your bullshit.
It feels dumb
that I built it up in my head
for so long.
Then you said
the truth.
For one god damn second
It all made sense.
I made you to be this being you’re not.
In my head I was so right for loving you..
Constantly in a fight with myself
Because I sat there, and excused your actions..
But I’d be lying if I said I was hurt..
Mostly disappointed with the world..
No worthy men, I had to make you up in head.
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