At the willow tree park
He and I sat in the jungle gym
Way past dark
Things were said
Ugly words came out of his mouth
And he wished us dead
Cursed me for ever returning
Told me it had been better and he had just finished mourning
Me
“We could have been great”
That mentality kept me around wanting to be a part of his space
but on that jungle gym
In the willow tree park
That I so foolishly went with him past dark
He said, “I’ve never wanted to hit a girl before, but I’d like to right now”
And I thought wow
This guy wants to show me this side of him now?
After everything
He never wanted to hit a girl?
But with the exception of right now?
That should have been a big ass clue
But news flash, your girl’s a fool
and I learned the hard way
he was playing a long long game,
he enjoyed fucking with his prey,
And he hated when I would say,
This is it.
I’m done.
I no longer want to play.
I only regret saying sorry.
He was already making me believe I was the culprit
As he flipped the script
And made it my fault almost instantly
I only regret saying sorry.
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